However much work I do, more just gets piled on top. Juggling seven client accounts, all of which are at different stages of a very lengthy and complicated process: insanely hard. You need the memory of a computer and also Bernard’s Watch.

I feel like I’m balancing on the edge of a precipice all the time. If things are going OK, I worry about when they’re going to fall apart. I’ve had a pretty lengthy fight against my ABJECT PANIC MODE, and the same sick, hot feeling comes back to me every time I look at my workflow spreadsheet.

Not very cheery I know, but I just came back inside after eating a Sweet Chilli Chicken Royale in the sunny park, so cut me some slack.